YAWNS

these days really feeling real sleepy. i always get interrupted sleeps. like waking up and having difficult time back to sleep. when i finally did, i woke up again. -.-

BRAIN, stop torturing. PLEASE SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPP.



worked like crazy. but this week i got mid shifts all the way. at least not like last week that keeps varying.

and glen finally brought me to bar. FINALLY. =D

he thought me bar stuffs. im real lucky. then got once he felt exhausted or something. he said he wanna go home. lol. i told him: dont give up on me please!!

lol. lucky he's not. but im learning realy alot. and faster than i thought. initially he asked if i memorised the sop already. deep down, i felt: SHITTTTT. -.- why people like this question so much.

i thick-skinned-ly replied no. =x LOL. then guess what he say?

ok. i dont believe in memorising.

WAHHAHAHAHHAHAA!! I LIKE THAT MAN!

yes. finally we have something in common. YESSSSSSSS!


i was afraid he would be very agitated (all the time, yes.). cause i was telling him if he worked as shift-in-charge, the whole communication book will be filled in by him. we still jokingly say every week need to change one book. the first thing when we go to work is to start reading the book. lol.



then today i was really grumpy and moody.

cause i dont get the chance of working in the bar initially. then they say im very quiet. -.- but in fact i didnt smile cause my stomach is 'mixing' again. -.- and i dont feel like talking.

then they say i look pale. HAHA.

i always look pale, i think.

but after that i get to work inside bar. was damn excited! but that was when i was about to leave. -.- ZZZZ end up making dd wait for me again. =x

anyway, i dont feel sad cause i didnt get to work in the bar, but rather boring cause there's not much customers on the floor. =/ i didnt want to give people the impression that the bar makes everyone feel like superman, superstar. i just want to learn cause i feel that i have been in the outlet for pretty long. AND, i dont like it when somebody gets to learn before me when they enter after me. no offence, but yes. i really felt this way. no choice cause i was on attachment. but seriously, im not angry with anybody. nor i treat people differently just because of that. they know it. im not like that. im just not happy cause i didnt get to learn it. but now that i do, im feeling really appreciated. serious.

and, i made dd waited for me after work. sorry dd. hope you understand!

but i like the feeling when i get to see him when i end work. =x hee.

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oh, did i mention.

when i do hosting, i like to wipe the glass door till it's shiny clean! =P i cant stand bit of hand prints on the door. now even a fingerprint. =x

i think if i were to work in areas with large glass panels, i can used up a bottle of the cleaning liquid everyday. HAHAHAA.

but i hate it when people like to touch the damn door. so, what's the metal handle for?!!

tsk.

and i like it when i get to see my reflection through the glasses. feel so skinny. HAHHAHAHAH!



okie. going to sleep.

by the way, i got commented by a customer! WOO! WAHHAHHAAA!

oh, collected my grad robe too. kinda feel out of place without studying. like no longer in ngee ann and no longer in another school. not even get accepted by sim. seems damn sad.

and and and, steven fb a penguin emoticon to help me. hurhur, try bullying me again! i will smack you! (;

♥ 12:43 AM