SIANNNNNNNNNN.

this whole week im working like a full-timer. i worked for six days straight.

i think i mentioned before it's good and bad at the same time. good, cause i dont have to rot at home. and bad, cause it will be real tiring.

it seems like i never really sleep the whole week. keep waking up and couldnt go back to sleep. and the thing is i KNOW im awake but still tiring. sucks.


im still waiting to be trained as barista. i think everybody kind of stunned when they realised i've been working for almost 10 months and still not yet a barista. yeah, someone is hindering me. hate it. -.-

i still believe sucking up helps a whole lot. -.- dont like that idea but i think couldnt help it. somebody teach me how to PO someone please.



anyways i have received ntu's rejection letter. KNN! _+))(*&^%%$#!~@@#$%^&)

never mind. shall await sim. please dont make us wait so long!! -.- at least let us know that we have already been accepted lahh!!! zz



next week is kinda exciting.

meeting khimmy to collect our graduation robe (though i dont feel excited for the ceremony. =x). meeting my colleagues for lan shop just opposite our outlet. (damn funny when they say play throughout the night. then the next morning go to work again. HAHA! cause it's just opposite!). meeting my poly classmates cause somebody is dropping an invitation bomb (people likes to call it red-bomb or something. following suit. =p).

meeting my dd too! (:



and oh, everybody is scaring me of how-boyfriends-going-army-and-the-relationship-will-strain.

even though i THINK it's going to happen, im still hoping it wont. dont tell me stereotyping or have faith. doesnt work because youngters' attention span is really very short.

it's true when the guys get to have the weekend free, they would wanna:
1) go home, rest and sleep
2) family reuniting
3) hang out with friends
4) find girlfriend

ahem. but as the GIRLFRIENDS, they would think: since you are booking out the weekend, aint i the first one you wanna see?!!

yeah. true on both sides. and even if the girl was to spend time with the guy, probably look at him sleeping on the bed, the girl is gonna get bored someday.

not wanting any of this kind to happen, but i think it still will. just like how my mum told me when i wanted to chose temasek poly as one of my choices for tertiary schools. she said i will, sooner or later, get sian of travelling from the west to the east everyday, considering the time spent and the return journey. i was very sure i told her: WONT LAH. EXCITING MAH! all the way to tampines leh!

but as i entered poly, travelling to np is sian enough cause i have to take two buses to school. (my primary and secondary school is around the neighbourhood. i dont even have to take bus.) so initially, travelling was fun because it was my first time taking buses to school. but as the days passed, MAN, i wished np was just at my doorstep. -.-

so yeah, it will happen but most importantly, i want his accompany. and i like him to accompany me.



tata. gotta prepare for work.

work, go home sleep. then work again. i was right, i never want to do a full-time job.

NO LIFE MAN.

♥ 12:14 PM