WOW. almost 2 months since i had last blogged. =x

anyways i have finally graduated. =D i mea, considered so. just that i havent been through the formal ceremony.

wahahahaa! after years of struggling, 3 years of polytechnic had passed, THAT FAST. =/ i still remember the first time i went to poly being TUT and everything. met nicole, the uber dao person. grouped with khimmy, the one who wished that she wasnt in the same group as me in the first place. and the rest who have been with me throughout the poly days: ahlian, shuwen, sockz, miao, meiyi, huimin.

but im very sure my decision to a polytechnic was right. i didnt wanted to go jc, and this insistent has brought me so far. at least im very glad that i have been with the same people all my semesters. from the first day to the last day, these girls are there. =D

and my khimmy! knowing her that she owns a wormy to now a marmoty (HAHAHAA. the name given proudly by myself!), her diet is ENORMOUSLY MEGABIG. =P but im surprised i can clicked with her very well. she knows what im thinking loh! and SHE! always trying to cheat my feelings and scold me all the time. =( say i penguin with tummy, plus pairing up with ahlian all that with the 'black-and-white' thing. hais. but okay la. khimmy is a cow. ahlian is a monkey. we made up a zoo! =D

another surprising thing is nicole. i guess cause we all know she's just-like-that, that we can put up with her. you dont know how XIAO JIE she is. damn. but somehow or another, we always get to click together even though khimmy and i knows nothing about what she likes. but one thing is, she isnt an angmoh-to-be, or is-an-angmoh. she is purely A SINGAPOREAN CHINESE. =D

plus all the people i have met, even though we are not close now. so scary. i used to be going lectures with this girl called xue-smth. (=x) and another guy. but now even we meet in school, we dont bother to say hi. so scary. =/ and once being very 'close' to our hot topics: yibiao, juer all that. it is very scary to know that we dont know each other THAT WELL at all. ok, i dont really want to be that close to them anyway. =/ end up quarrelling, i guess.

and also being in the same poly as sanana, junkai, adelene, weijun, sharon, shirley.. and we didnt really meet for that 3 years IN SCHOOL. (apart from ice age people which we meet for class gatherings). but other than that, i only managed to have an outing with adele, together with shermin, and another outing with 7 sisters. weijun MIA-ed. sharon for skates. shirley missy dont know busy doing what.

of course some of the people like yiteng, sokgin, weehowe, etc. AIYO.

after poly, time will fly even faster. imagine we will be attending classmates' wedding dinner, month-old baby celebration, house warming, etc. LOL! equivalent to the next stage of our life. kinda scary ah.



and i really wish we can all attend the same uni again. i guess i will miss khimmy during school projects then.

dont know how my future will be. =/

everybody has been asking what im gonna do after poly graduation. and when i said uni, they will be like: not taking temporary full time jobs? what you gonna do these months before acceptance? etcetc.

and when i said TCC loh. they will give me the o.o face. like as if im going to work that to earn a living for life. =/ i dont know. but im pretty sure im not going to take a full-time job as for now. maybe 5 years down the road, i will see myself doing something similar, but certainly not now.

because for now.. full-time job = office job = no freedom = SAD.

seriously what. you gotta SQUEEZEEEE into public transport (even if you got a car, there's traffice jam.) during peak hours which is before and after office hours. you can only sit down after eating lunch = getting fat. you can only do systematic stuffs like e.g. admin jobs: data entry, picking up calls, fix appointments, and it revolves another round again the next day. plus myself, i get shoulder ache everytime i do data entry. maybe i type too fast? =P

tsk. such a sad job. but provides steady income. and gotta face politics. SURE GOT POLITICS ONE! dont say dont have la. somehow some people just cant work with some other people. just like when our project group only has 5 people, we have different views already. not to mention a small group like in the office!

HAHA. used to have plans that when i got an office, i will employ all my friends. like partnership with khimmy. i can employ sanana for logistics. junkai for accountant. maybe nicole for marketing. shirley for human resource. sister for programming. HAHAHAHA! bound to fit everyone a job since we major in different areas! awesome right!

but also must see if people want to work under me nots. but at least reduce politics!

okay, just part of a dream. dont take it seriously. ahem.


so, i was saying about after poly graduation. and i have been jumping around part time jobs. my uncle was telling me to find different jobs and do different things. like take this chance to explore what i really like. maybe i never really go and find new jobs. and also maybe i feel that people working in tcc doesnt really have motives. i usually feel happier when im working at tcc, compared to any other place.

but if i were to chance to choose, i would really like to venture into f&b.

i have got a feeling, that everytime an adult ask me what i want to do, he/she will definitely give me a she's-still-young face and that im dreaming for a perfect job that would never happen that perfectly.

but sometimes you just want to prove them wrong and you just dont have the resources to do it.

feeling very upright and young right!

and when things go wrong, they will just say: SEE! i told you le. why you like that eh?!

but when things are right and successful, would they ever tell you: oh, man. you're right. great job!

nah. even i myself wont do it.



all in all, stop asking for the sake of asking. why not suggest ideas that can help!



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starting roadshow at sp tomorrow onwards for approximately a week, i guess. and then things would go back to normal. =/ hmm.

'dont know what tomorrow will happen.' is all i think of everyday.

just applied for rmit and biringham uni at sim. hope all goes well.

i guess these last semester results everybody around me did well. even i myself got A for attachment. that's auto 4.0 gpa. WAHAHHAHA! be envious. =P

but okay la. cumulative gpa still 3.2 something only. cant get into local uni i guessed. my cousin found out average gpa for business NOW is 3.78. DAMN.

never mind. at least i tried already. all depends on fate. just hope the jc people can f* off. didnt really like the idea of them being politically right. i mean, i dont know how my jc friends work, but if i ever were to choose, i would never choose a classmate from jc for my group project. =x sure die like how we met y***** for group project. ahem. no offense.


whatever.

lazy to post pictures. even lazier to take a picture of myself after i trimmed my hair. now no more ghost-like hair. hate being big-face. -.-

back to watch gossip girls. =P

oops for the long post! hee.

♥ 12:06 PM