*updated.

well well well.
its been long since i last blogged.



anyway. its the second last week of internship. everybody was a little sad because of the pay. it is seriously cheap labour and they expect so much.

jean was right. we are here to learn and not here to help them make money. roar.

if my agent is not paying the commission to me, im seriously going to go crazy.

we all agree that our part time job also earn MORE than from the internship. hais. $450 plus $250 (round off from $245++). which is like barely some of the intern's one month pay!!

i heard some of the bfs students who went to bank earn f**king $700-$900 PER MONTH.

sad anot. though alot of people keep saying its ONLY internship. but i feel they expect too much with that kind of pay. i dont know la.

on one hand, my agent was very good to me. you know today i was waiting for her. then she bought bread for me. i was helping her to fill in some forms when she suddenly whisper to me about the bread. but because there are a few interns waiting for me then she paiseh. lol.

funny right. so i brought the bread down to hawker. hais. we already planned to eat kuay chap liao loh. so no choice. me and cheryl share the bread and we, including elaine, share 3 portions of kuay chap together. LOL.

after awhile then we realise that yilin was right. the kuay chap damn oily loh!! nowadays i have to buy fruits after lunch. detox. and i guess im growing fat because after i eat i will sit down.

OHNO~ i cant imagine. im growing fat. shit.

back to the topic. on the other hand i feel that the others are really doing too much. NOW they want us to follow the cold call schedule. i think most likely people are complaining because we are too noisy. they now restrict us to only have 4 people in the room. zz

so what are we going to do when we have no schedule? good question huh..

anyway. internship is going to over in another week plus 2 days. YES~

everybody cant wait to get out of there.

and, my agent propose to me about working for her doing telemarketing. and im pretty sure im going to break off any relations to do with the company. no thanks. im sorry.

another 7 days more to go..........~~ woohoos. seriously man. i cant wait for school to start.
I MISS SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.


anyways.

i think throughout the whole internship. the happiest times were when we had lunch together. PLUS!! i can see the train pass by!! whenever i see the train i feel so happy. dont know why.

the train is the one goes malaysia one!! HAHA. i think one day i will want to try to board the train. heh. andy says it cost S$3 per ticket to go malaysia. and RM$3 to come back. -.-


and. our secretary. i think she's the best person i ever seen.

even though she's being bossed around, she's still can be so nice!! and i dont understand why.

yesterday i thought i spoil the paper shredder. cause i accidentally use too much force and it went to this REV button. then the paper shreds suddenly came back!! all the shreds come out from the hole. i was like SHITTTT!

then i tried to put paper in but it didnt work!! so i was like dammit. im going to die. and the shredder is inside the manager's office. holy man. so i called her for help. she was like so cool. and asked me not to worry.

HOW CAN I NOT WORRY SIA.

after that she asked me to use the penknife and take out the paper shreds. after that everything's okay!!! HENG AH!

and she is really very cool. tell me nicely that she's busy and ask me to take out the shreds myself. cool. i can never do that. if im busy i think i will pissed you off your ass.

today i sat at the other side of the office. then i see people call her name until I FEEL IRRITATED. can you imagine. they are not calling me but i feel irritated. but to me, she's still like so nice and cool. and asked people nicely what are the exact documents they want her to print.

probably she get used to it liao loh. everybody dont know also look for her. photocopy machine dont know how to login also ask her. they need those sample to print also ask for her. EVERYTHING under the sun in the office i think they will ask her before anyone else.

she's my idol totally. no 脾气 at all can. COOL! B)



driving was so-so bah.

im still like learning how to get used to be on the road. and shitty. i cant seems to change lanes smoothly. WHYYYYYYYYY?!!

my pdl is going to expire liao loh. some times people ask me why i learn so slow. but i think partly i cant blame myself for being slow because like one week i can only learn once? sometimes i two weeks then learn once. how would i remember what i learnt a week ago sia.

and the other time i went cck to drive. then he was like hinting me that road idiot cant drive. LOL. thanks huh. but im going to prove everybody wrong!!

im going to prove that short people who are overshot slightly by 1.5m CAN drive. im going to prove that road idiot like me CAN do it. im so going to prove that manual is no kid to me.

just wait and see people!



this weekend im fully booked. HAPPY~!! =DD

friday going out with khimmy and nic. and see if the rest can join us. ^^ saturday im meeting sanana and the rest to celebrate her birthday! sunday im going to the cemetry.

LOL. i think the best part about going cemetry is the food. HAHAHAA. i told cheryl about that then we secretly agree to it. sorry ah. abit rude and offensive. but YEAH. LOL.



some random pictures:

one day when it was going to rain. see the clouds!!! such a big difference!

ohya. did i ever mention. from the office i can see the singapore flyer! and if im not wrong, i can see nic's place too. LOL!



this was when i was waiting for the bus. check out the small rainbow!!



the other time i went to some community day. the girl helped me draw one.

CHUI. the face so long. -.- but kinda cool la. RIGHT! =DD lucky she never draw the pimple i had that day. heh.


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隧道
林凡

时间一份一秒 心情像白云自在的飘
独自坐在公园一角 任凭风冲进怀抱
十二点的钟声 传遍了城市每一条街道
期待拥抱又害怕会被你知道

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己我现在很好
和你在一起的每份每秒
就像走过彩虹隧道

时间一份一秒 空一座城市相互寻找
独自坐在公园一角 看着雨后的青草
十二点的钟声传遍了 城市每一条街道
有谁知道我现在冒的那心跳

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己我已经看到
看到不安的背后是微笑
是我们的彩虹隧道

欢笑不停围绕 她很美也很煎熬
我却无法选择 要或不要

到底是要远远看
你还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我梦中见过的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己你没有看到
阳光地下我的新像羽毛
跟你飞过彩虹隧道

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