its decemeber already.

how time flies. =(



today i felt very very very extremly paranoid. thanks to telephone etiquette. i think i overly-stress myself.

i had a hard time staying at home. i had to make my nature's call chop chop cause im afraid the tutor will call when im halfway through. lol.

and i did carried my phone EVERYWHERE i go.

and the worst thing was: my phone died three times today. it just shut down without letting me know. cute or what. of so many days, it has to be on the period for telephone etiquette.

and everytime the phone rang, be it sms/call, my heart stopped once. zzz i can very soon died of heart attack. there are a few false alarms by shuwen and ahlian. phew. almost died at the moment.

and when i message my friends, they didnt reply straight after, i would suspect my phone went chui.

NERVOUS OR WHAT!!! cant blame me right.

i really have to admit, im so lucky i have a strong heart. =/

rah, till now. im still feeling very nervous. dont know why. i just hope she dont wait till wednesday then call. if not i will die of heart attack. =x





spend the whole day studying aaa and i thought i understand both topics.

just did the aaa elearning quiz and end up still couldnt answer the questions. LOL.





just now i did my aaa elearning quiz, fit individual assignment, and part of my fit group assignment.

and now is my turn to do executive summary for the long report.

bless me.





i guess i have no energy already.

my three little cousins came over during the weekend for a 3D2N stay at my house. and they already got used to sleeping early and waking up early everyday. even during holidays.

guess what. early sunday morning they shook me up at 830 making a din about going to have roti prata for breakfast. and that's the time they have already went to the market and came back with my mum, i think.

and i heard from my mum they woke up way before that. like 6+ going 7. T.T

manx. if i were their sister, living under the same roof as them, i would have died of sleeping disorder. zzz

but yeah. they make alot of trouble at my house. but little kids lah. what to do.

i had no problem waking up at 8.30 this morning for the telephone etiquette because i know even without the help of an alarm, im very sure they can wake me up from my beauty sleep.

anyway, their dad hopes that i can teach his son maths at 9bucks per hour.

my sis' friend came over on sunday and she said the market price was 50-60bucks. and she added 9bucks were way to low. she even teach primary1 at 25bucks and not to mention my cousin who is primary6 next year.

shrugs. =/





ok. i really got a very bad shock and aint recovering. LOL. driving me crazy already.

all of bcomm. =(

i hope she calls tomorrow. (: and i will be fine.

still running vividly in my mind now: "GOOD MORNING, KAMPONG SERAI CALL CENTRE. LEE XINNI SPEAKING. HOW MAY I HELP YOU?"

i hope i dont forget when the call really arrives...

♥ 11:28 PM