(its going to be a long post. =x)

i did alot of things to do.

i iron my own clothes because school's starting. YEAH, you are not seeing things. AHXIN iron her clothes by herself. LOL. i managed to iron 6tops by myself. pro right!

i wish ironing was as easy as mopping the floor. T.T so chui la.

wanted to sew one of the tops that i have. but, dont know how to use the sewing machine -.- cause its those oldold kind de. and, i dont know where my mum kept the new one.

but that means im all well-prepared for school. i cant wait for school to start. but in the meantime, i wish holidays werent THAT SHORT. how i wish the feeling its like, school half a year. holidays another half of the year. then start school again for another 6 months. and etc. like that then balance mah! LOL.

like my mum always say: 三天风, 两天雨. or something like that. means like in a week, i rest more than i work. =P

but if school really happens that way, then i think i take ages to graduate. =/




when i was ironing, i thought through alot.

yeah, hate it when im alone. cause i think i THINK too much. =x

i was thinking, how i got pissed off when things dont go my way. or if other people misunderstood me.

MISUNDERSTANDINGS really can kill a person within seconds.

sometimes, if we could stand on an outsider's view, everything would be much clearer and we wouldnt have blame our friends or people about things they didnt do it.

like a recent example.

a guest requested chili padi from me. and i went to the back lane to get it. then somebody (cannot remember who) told me to get it from the chef. and off i went to get it from the chef. this chef, passed me a BOWL (i dont know what term it is supposed to known as) of chilli padi. and off i went, on my way to get a saucer to transfer the chilli to the saucer.

so i wanted to look for a saucer. of course i know must put in a saucer what. eh, i work in f&b before ok. im not that dumb to pass the BOWL of chilli to the guest. and, you know ever since i worked at rtc, the only problem i faced was that i hate to look for things.

everytime they need like bowls, plates, cups, forks, knives ETC, i had to search high and low for it. sometimes, maybe you only need ONE of those, but you can take a lifetime searching for it. maybe cause i dont know the exact place that it would be, and if i asked anybody that pass by me, they would told me the exact place that it should be. how come it seems as though its so easy for them but so difficult for me?

but ANYWAY, i was saying i was looking for a saucer. then the backlane people are all preparing all the stuffs for dinner which is going to held later that night. so i thought the things they leave at backlane cannot be used. BUT, i still went to look for it.

alot of things happened. blahblah. not enough. gabriel helped me to ask for more. ETCETC.

then here comes THE LADY. she was saying (or rather SCOLDING me) that i cannot use the bowl and blahblah. damn pissed.

WHO SAID IM GOING TO PASS THAT BOWL TO THE GUEST?

eh, i think any dumb idiots would know that you must put in a saucer lah. if not what's the use of a saucer for?!



yeah, i understand. 不知者无罪. or whatsoever. she didnt know what im thinking so she couldnt be blame for scolding me.

BUT, is there a need to raise her voice?

(im not exactly taking it to heart.. just giving a real life example. no offense.)

some times when we are pissed about some things and when somebody else came to talk to you about some thing else, that somebody got scolded for nothing.

poor thing.

but if we were to put ourselves in other people's shoes, we would get a different view ok!

yeah, if that lady were to put herself in MY SHOES, as a newcomer, i may have difficulty looking for things at my workplace and i think, its very understandable. its just like how your new colleague was trying to get use of the new environment, and you are able to teach him/her the stuffs that you know so that the colleague wont be lost in a jungle.

but if i put myself in HER SHOES, i would treat it as a lesson for this newcomer to learn that he/she cannot pass the damn bowl to the guest. or maybe someone just pissed you off and you JUST happened to saw this newcomer trying to pass the bowl of chilli padi to the guest. (oh wait, i wasnt going to pass that bowl to the guest anyway.)

WELL, but there isnt a need to raise your voice. (or maybe her tone is supposed to be like that? oh, how sad.)



i had a classmate last semester (or rather, for three semesters). things wasnt working well with the both of us.

he had his ways of working things. he's damn smart. our school's scholar. and ME, a normal student, who doesnt really care about scoring good grades. just a B or C will make me happy.

we got grouped together and we often quarrel like mad. i cant exactly remember what particular things that made me erupt into a volcano, but what i remembered is that we werent on good terms.

how sad right. and im in the same group as him for two modules. T.T

some times i really do wonder. if i were in his shoes, maybe i will be able to understand him better. he worked so hard is just to ease his parents' burden. but he didnt really lead a happy life (as what i see). he had to work so hard. having to sacrifice his sleep just to understand the modules, perfect his projects, etcetc.

it is just that sometimes im dont agree to what he is doing. yeah, thanks to my poor command of english. if not i confirm fight back. i should have join some debate club or what. zz.

and as for me, you know i show my feelings right in front of you. i not happy i also will just show it on my face. and in times, when he knows that im not happy, he would ask khimmy whether i not happy or what. BUT YET, he never change his ways of doing things. and, he always assume things but yet didnt able to look through what has exactly happened.

things got worst. we had a heart-to-heart talk in msn one day.

yeah, all in all, was just misunderstandings and miscommunication.




i once heard a story on the radio.

there's this married couple. the wife likes to practice on her guitar everyday but her husband always complain about how annoying is it.

everyday when the wife played the guitar, the husband would complain once.

it happened EVERYDAY.

and on one day, when the wife played the guitar, the husband complain again about how 难听 is it, etcetc. the wife then said: let's divorce.

the husband was shocked. he never expects his wife to say such things.

that day when the wife wanted divorce, its the 100th day that the husband complained. everyday, without fail, the wife would write down about what her husband complained.

you may think that, wts. why women so GIAM one. like that also must write down.

but if you were to complain the same thing AGAIN and AGAIN repeatedly, wouldnt you feel that the other party that you complained to, get annoyed as well?


moral of the story: dont always complain on the same thing. what's the use of complaining when it is not going to solve the issue?




it ALL revolves around a circle.

when you expects something from a party, he/she didnt meet your expectations, misunderstandings occurred. after that you complain and complain. and you expects another thing from another party. etcetc.

life, huh. so amazing.





having said so much.

yesterday i was talking to shirley (FINALLY. become missy SO WHAT. =p) on msn and she showed me her cellgroup's blog. i read through and its amazing to see how they wrote about their testimony. its really good that someone its up there to look after you.

i used to NOT believe that what people up there can do. i read their testimony and its how hard they pray that turned out to be a happy ending. like i always see on tv lah, incurable illness finally cured after praying non-stop. etc.

since its incurable, i dont believe that it will be cured after praying. very hard to convince eh.

MIRACLES always work, so.. yeah.

its just like how i always chant like mad because im late for work or school or meetings. or even to solve a problem. LOL. i chanted 阿弥陀佛 and hoped another miracle will just work one more time for me.

but sometimes, i BELIEVE that as long as you believe in yourself, everything works well for you.





omg. im so naggy. T.T i wrote so much. -.-

yesterday went out with ahlian to buy her skirt and shoes. like, FINALLY!!

we met at chinatown. and she bought her skirt.. for 10BUCKS!!! wts. -.- i should have went to chinatown to buy it. LOL. then she bought her shorts and stuffs.

i was looking around for small bags. ahlian's bag was bought online. for 14bucks+! its almost the same as what i wanted. hais. =/

couldnt find the shoes so we took a bus down to toa payoh. couldnt find the shoes that i bought already! so ahlian bought another kind de.

took 157 home. it was a LONGGGGG journey. =x on my way home, i tell you, tio 4D also not so zhun can! i saw the handsome guy on the bus! LOL. cannot say who. only khimmy knows. =x cause he's my friend's friend. LOL. was kinda shocked. i was on the bus for quite sometime already but didnt notice he board the bus. make me happy for awhile. lol.



my eyecandy chui already. lol =x didnt see him anymore.

but YAY. ahlian's coming for work this saturday! weets!

OHYA. good news. my tution is going to end!!! i think in about two weeks' time. still needa confirm. but, its GOING TO END!!! WAHAHHAAAA. yay, im so happy. =DD at least i stayed on for a year liao. duh, AHXIN eh. ^^

which means, my sundays and mondays are going to be FREE!! yay! date me to sentosa!!! =PP

going off. my nose like going to drop down already. =x been sneezing throughout the day. argh.


(PS: no offense to people mentioned above.)

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