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this is so gonna be a long post. dont read IF you cant take it. AND, dont blame it on me if you are the person inside my complaint. because you chose to read it. i didnt force you. ^^








sian.

i dont know i got generation gap with my parents or what.

been quarrelling with them these few days. i dont know if they too old or i too young. everything i tell them i must repeat ALOT of times. if not they dont even believe.

my dad want to organise trip to thailand. but i got ct mah. then he asked WHEN is the ct. i said dont know. most likely one week before or on the saturday on the last 2nd week.

then he repeated and ask when my cts start. FIRSTLY, I DONT KNOW. the academic calendar didnt state. SECONDLY, i already repeated alot of times. most likely is during the last week of the term UNLESS got cts on the saturday the week before. i mean, different module different mah. like hrm and ob will be on saturday. depending on what module mah!!

ZZZZZ.

i already explain. ALOT of times.

ok, i think i dont want to go le. like the last time we went malaysia then had to catch the earliest bus in the morning cause i got tution in the afternoon on that day. EVERYBODY started blaming on me. i already told them, i dont want to go. cause i know they will end up say "xinni got tution in the afternoon. xinni got the tution in the afternoon......BLAHBLAH"

but they want me to go. so bo bian.

i just dont understand how come they refuse to believe me. and when the situation REALLY occurs then they start blaming me which i ALREADY said it the previous time. ZZZZZ.




FINISHED ECD. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see my happy face manx. LOL.

but was kinda pissed with one of my groupmates. dont know if he will see this, BUT. i still want to complain. RAH. working with him really super insecure. dont know what's going on and dont know what i should do.

the day before, sunday. i MESSAGE him and asked if he need help. he say ITS FINE. ok, fine. HAPPY. so i went to watch my show. =P

went online after that. DOUBLE CONFIRM. either no reply, or change subject. not i never ask ok!! but he did say nothing much le.

YAY. happy.

next morning, monday, came to school. thinking we can just print, submit the softcopy and hardcopy by 5pm. and YAY. END OF ECD PROJECT. LOOK AT MY HAPPY FACE MANX! ^^

went for ecd tutorial. asked if he need help. none. show me the report and told me the alot of stuffs. argue with him, stupidly, over what colour to put for the hierarchy. do the cover page for him. OH, almost forgot. he said he left with executive summary. OK, COOL. and he SAID it will take very fast. YAY. ecd tutorial started like, 11am? so during the whole 2hrs.. i was just playing around in the classroom.

become the treasurer of the class. LOL. ok, damn random, not important of what i want to complain.

then YAY. lunch time. snack some stuffs. he disappeared. never mind.

he was looking around for a plug during lecture at 2pm. ok, fine. thought he was doing executive summary. YAWNS. i fell asleep during lecture.

after lecture, REALISED THERE IS NO TIME. how cool can that be, seriously? B)

stop over at a bench outside lecture. started to chiong. he dont know look at what shit. maybe like what who said, he doing the financial thingy during the lecture and IS still doing.

ok, we helped. crap abit about the corporate client thing. and dont know what to do le. waiting for him to give us instructions. but seems to ignore our presence. went to play some retarded game. and OFF IM GOING HOME.

OK, i was suppose to go at 4pm. but end up 4.30 then leave. not complaining what time i leave. but i lost my beauty nap because of that. thanks, i yawned alot of times. (the reason im going home is FIRSTLY, i dont want to meet the traffic jam at the peak hour. SECONDLY, i can nap awhile before i go for tution.)

not sure if everything's done. NOT SURE if he did hand up the hardcopy (he said it was NOT IMPORTANT. then after when im about to leave, he sounded like ITS IMPORTANT.)

ok, wtf. NEVER MIND. he said executive summary VERY FAST to do. end up he told me need 30mins. WTS.

LOOK AT MY D**** FACE!!!

i dont mind helping him to print out at 4.30pm. he just now told me (lecture ended at about 3.30) it take 30MINUTES TO TOUCH UP and another 30MINUTES to finish up the executive summary. so he say around 4.30pm.

ok, i dont mind. i can clash with the traffic jam and end up skipping my dinner. BUT, he later on when im about to leave, he said. actually till 4.30 already not enough.


I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

he can change his words like within BLINK, in a second.

he can say our report doesnt need a certain part and BLINK, the next second he can TWIST HIS WORDS (like how pepsi is twisted) to someone else that the part was SUPER IMPORTANT.

ok. between us, that doesnt happen once or twice. is ALOT of times.

i always give in because he is very good with words. he can just shoot me and i can lay flat on the ground. but sometimes im just dont bother to argue back because i know im right and he's not.

the feeling is just like NO MATTER how hard you tried to explain the fact that your sister was the one at fault, but your parents just NO MATTER what also believe its your fault.

but most of the time i shouted back because im like this. i dont bother to keep it to myself. i mean, people who know me knows that im very straight forward. i may not be very fluent with my language but i just shoot out how i feel.

therefore, we quarrel and 'fought' alot of times. dont ask me why. maybe we 八字不合吧.

i cannot stand the way he lead a group. and i dont understand WHY he must be the one leading the group. he totally remind me of J*** who self-proclaim the leader.

but wtf. but the thing is he cannot lead well. ok, WHATEVER~.

im SO NOT GOING to group with him again ANYMORE. NO. i rather DIE and change class than grouping with him.

everything has to go on HIS WAY.

he can even quarrel about how ugly the cover page looks like. WTH. i think that's not the most important thing loh. im just RECOMMENDING him what's good. tell me right in the face that he dont like NEVER MIND. still say its UGLY.

ok, fine. i choose his cover page because FIRSTLY, i dont want to argue because of one small RETARDED matter like this. i mean, COVER PAGE. like what a stupid small little ant trying to drown itself in a pool of sweets. and SECONDLY, his cover page is like no better. but whatever. HATE IT when 他说了算.

that time when he confront me in msn. he asked me to tell him the true feelings of how i feel about him. ok, i told him ONE POINT. that i still REMEMBER, vividly.

i told him he should consider listening other people opinions. IT IS NOT ALWAYS HIS IDEA IS THE BEST. and, take people comments into heart. listen carefully and think about it.

but DID HE?

he's like the most selfish person i can ever see. no offense. AHEM.

and, he always think that HIS FREE TIME = OUR FREE TIME.

then when i want to meet up for project then he said he cannot. and after that when the problem worsen he will PUSH THE BLAME TO US AND SAID ITS BECAUSE WE DONT WANT TO MEET.

wtf? HAVE HE EVER THINK THAT HE CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT SLEEP BUT I HATE IT WHEN I CANT SLEEP?

he can dont sleep for whole 3 days or a week. or whatsoever (none of my business). he can even ask hweekhim to redo her section because it was wrong at WHAT TIME?!

2am IN THE MORNING.

SIAO DING DONG. DOES HE GOT ANY IDEA WHAT TIME IS IT THAT HE ASKED HWEEKHIM?

no.




WOAH.

i type till so shuang that i didnt know it was SOOOOO long.

ok, complain finish le. sometimes people complain about him i already feel SO NUMB. because i have already experience it. and, its like the more he make me angry, the more i prevent myself from being angry. because im still young and pretty (AHEM!). and i dont want my beauty to ruin because of this ass.

ok, DONE-ed.

feels good. ^^ BLESS ME.

♥ 10:48 PM