shitshitshit.

guess whard. tomorrow im going for a camp at 8am in np. and f*cking idiot me havent start packing.

well done, xinni! --"

zzzzzzzzz

and now, i dont know how on earth, but im sick sias.

stupid idiot bitch, then how i go camp!!!!!




talking about camp..

dammit manx!

spend do much. T.T went out with shihui yesterday to og. got our swimwear.

*curses and swear*

cant believe i spend like 60++bucks. i mean, that like 10++hours of my bloody pay lahs! i didnt even have 10hours everyday lohs. T.T

bought a swimwear, a top (pretty! and happy. (^^,)) and a belt.

shihui ahh shihui.. LOL. we actually went out to buy her camp bag. and my cosmetics. but end up, we got nothing of whard we wanted (except the swimwear).

heh. when going out with dear shihui ahh, SURELY got something to bring home. da bao xiao bao. --"



and talking about this bloody camp!!

they need 5shirts. and 5shorts. |+_)(*&^%$#@!~ when on earth do i get so many?!

HELL. these things are driving me super crazy.

and still need one more set of unwanted clothes. EH?! O.o

HELLHELLHELLHELLHELL.



and the worst thing is that:

weehowe just told me that 9thAPRIL there's this lappy thingy.. that we must go np. and shitty hell! BS is at 2pm when accountacy at 9am!

that means to say.. i have to survive alone. zzzzzz

thanks huhs. --"



not much happenings these few days.

just that i got to see DEAR SHIRLEY after like so many days!!

LOL!

still the same. super thick-skinned. HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!



and erm. i was a runner yesterday and the day before.

great.

got insult by majorie. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

the day before she came up to help us. then i was the runner.

majorie : so where does the dirty plates go to? as in.. put where?
xinni : *point to one area* there. leave it there will do. i will do the cleaning.
majorie : OOH! so you are the cleaner!!

and i went zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

FEEL SO HURT. x)

but never mind lahs. she dont know the job of a runner includes cleaning as well. (^^,)

and yesterday, something yesterday made ifah super sad lahs.

then i came about thinking to myself,

well, last time when i worked outside, there were compliments lahs.

i mean.. these compliments made a motivation that i should work hard for.

of course, who doesnt want to be praise. of course you will feel happy when customers praise you. saying that your service was good.. BLAHBLAH.

and when the guests didnt realise that, of course, anybody under the sun will feel hurt. but well, you did your best. and you feel proud of yourself. =)

so as a runner, actually the guests doesnt realise my existence.

but that doesnt matter! my shifu, joel, told me something which i feel, these compliments actually doesnt really matter to me. even if the guests treat me as a transparent glass.

joel said: well! you feel good right! `cause without you, the food cannot be served!

LOL. yeah, true enough.

they cant have their food, if i wasnt there. of course, anybody can serve. whard i mean was, without a runner, food will get cock up.


but anyways, still gotta thanks my shifu (JOEL!). thanks the chef: chester and eric and people downstairs. thanks isaac. thanks nana and nadyah. and everybody who has made an effort to help me. =)

happy for myself. happy for everybody.

so ifah, no worries, kaes! =) we saw your contribution. and we doesnt need anybody to announce lahs. stay cool okaes! =) we have eyes. we see that you made an effort to take care of the HUGE table. keep up the good job! =D

like whard i said, without you, or sahida, the table will surely get cock up. (^^,)



anyways,

i JUST recieved sp's letter. haas. thanks huhs.

the letter was dated at 19march. and i bloody just recieved. thanks.

at first i stared at the letter im like: no point even if i got in okaes. i already enrol into np liaos.

then i opened the envelope and looked read the letter.

"Your application has been considered."

im like. wow! the feeling is like you can get in , you see!

then: "However, we regret to inform you that your application was not successful."

f*ck manx! i see liaos... zzzzz

reason: to be successful, i need to meet the requirements of the course.

HELL. i met! --"

forget it, no fate with nautical studies. =)

but anyways, i think i will study maritime as a part-time course the next time im free. (^^,) heh.



random: to him. great. if your happy, im happy for you. all the best to you. =D i dont know whard to say.. but well, jiayous! (^^,)



hao bahs hao bahs.

done my piece. gonna get started with the packing.

hopefully the camp will be great lahs. 4days 3nights at np. T.T

sha le wo bahs.

and DEAREST banghao joined too!!!

omg. i love him manx! LOL.

so hopefully everything went well. if not fun, i guess i will get smack by everybody. T.T

BE ENTHU okaes! =D

they just called to tell me i need to wear a blue shirt! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

so i will be in the BLUE team, i supposed. x)

dont miss me then! =D

SEEYA! (^^,)

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